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i can taste it
in the breath
just ahead,
tomorrow, in the mildly
gunpowder-acrid
muzzle flash
of the cup and its
barrel full of daylight
a we, who rise
from the past,
have already tasted
enough yesterday
in this existential
refuse pile
of words and lives
awaiting redefinition
this we, who've
tasted enough
to fall back into it
like it's the
only place
that knows us
well enough to hold us
like we're home
stand with me
re-beam and
restack these floors
on a new foundation
building today
on the fusion of
one less mystery
in the mixture
and like us, today
will fall, but rise
as tomorrow, like
our caffeine sweats
and morning suns
burn through
the haze of this
deconstruction site
the we, who rise, know
there is no last chance
like today
to know Love
and no better mystery
than its longing and lack
for our foundation's
mixture to lose
in the breath
just ahead,
tomorrow, in the mildly
gunpowder-acrid
muzzle flash
of the cup and its
barrel full of daylight
a we, who rise
from the past,
have already tasted
enough yesterday
in this existential
refuse pile
of words and lives
awaiting redefinition
this we, who've
tasted enough
to fall back into it
like it's the
only place
that knows us
well enough to hold us
like we're home
stand with me
re-beam and
restack these floors
on a new foundation
building today
on the fusion of
one less mystery
in the mixture
and like us, today
will fall, but rise
as tomorrow, like
our caffeine sweats
and morning suns
burn through
the haze of this
deconstruction site
the we, who rise, know
there is no last chance
like today
to know Love
and no better mystery
than its longing and lack
for our foundation's
mixture to lose
Literature
letters on leaving.
i wrote my first suicide letter in 10th grade.
they told me it didn't count if you felt like dying
unless you had it down on paper
like a vetoed birth certificate.
i've rewritten it enough times since
to realize i could never leave with a proper goodbye.
goodbye is too heavy a word for paper to hold
and i was never brave enough for the kind of courage it takes to tell them
why.
why they weren't enough to keep me here.
but i'm finally learning a different kind of bravery-
the kind it takes to
stay.
stay.
i learned to wear death
like rope burn my junior year
my senior year we became friends
but i finally stopped cutting the insides of wrist
Literature
butterflies.
I dreamt about your
hands again last night;
one sat politely on the edge
of my waist as you pulled
me tightly against you,
your fireside warmth
leaving me lightheaded
and breathless for more
of your tender touch--
I woke up with the bitter taste of regret
sitting on my tongue
but I brushed my teeth and started my day
hoping
that i’d forget the feeling of your fingers
on my skin but the butterflies
that you left
t r e m b l i n g
in the hollow spaces of
my belly stayed,
even as day turned to
night and I felt the tug of sleep
at the corners o
Literature
Post Traumatic Storm Disorder
Wake up every morning to snow.
A blanket so graceful, inviting sleep,
Just a rest in bliss forevermore:
Full of nightmares from which you shall wake up no more
Watch yourself smothered as if a lobotomized man under a pillow,
Crushed under an infinite blizzard death becomes pleasure,
Even while demons haunt you in hell,
You'll beg an end to the storm just so as to shrivel in your cell
Did you ever give permission to this storm of noise?
The snow is but a symptom; sleep an effect,
The storm is baked based on one defect,
Based on the fact your life automatically provides permission for everything it destroys
It is done, hurricane finished an
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Dear Peoples of dA,
Get out there and tell somebody that you love em. Hope you like this piece, it just kinda fell into my lap thinking about life, death, depression, addiction and (most-importantly) love and recovery.
Comments always welcome.
Peace,
Scott
Get out there and tell somebody that you love em. Hope you like this piece, it just kinda fell into my lap thinking about life, death, depression, addiction and (most-importantly) love and recovery.
Comments always welcome.
Peace,
Scott
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This is very poignant - I like it!