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there is a small measure of us
less concrete than memory,
a truth and certainty
embedded in the nerve
we've passed down through time
a re-living and remembering
of such similar sensations and deaths,
in the quiet of a cold
like the one outside
in momentary bursts
and exchanges, we live
in the exact same way
that fire forgets
where it has been,
forgets, not just the meal, but
that it even sat down to eat, unmasked
teeth-first before us
while its fullness
moved and called like life,
all steam, smoke and chemical change,
its future moved
more like my present,
wrapped in past and ash,
broken by the blunt force
of its own bite
this is why i find home
in a death like mine
and the home it's found
in your eyes,
in the cool gradients of sky above
and the fading resonance
of life's bricks, crumbling grey
into the sand, washed up
between our toes
and as we step deeper
into the lifeless wash
of this seascape and photograph,
i hear the air above, alive
passing through, catching edges
whistling our hollow-boned histories aloft,
as the dead above, circle
us dead below,
in a slowly descending spiral,
a grey blur of smoke and gull wings
less concrete than memory,
a truth and certainty
embedded in the nerve
we've passed down through time
a re-living and remembering
of such similar sensations and deaths,
in the quiet of a cold
like the one outside
in momentary bursts
and exchanges, we live
in the exact same way
that fire forgets
where it has been,
forgets, not just the meal, but
that it even sat down to eat, unmasked
teeth-first before us
while its fullness
moved and called like life,
all steam, smoke and chemical change,
its future moved
more like my present,
wrapped in past and ash,
broken by the blunt force
of its own bite
this is why i find home
in a death like mine
and the home it's found
in your eyes,
in the cool gradients of sky above
and the fading resonance
of life's bricks, crumbling grey
into the sand, washed up
between our toes
and as we step deeper
into the lifeless wash
of this seascape and photograph,
i hear the air above, alive
passing through, catching edges
whistling our hollow-boned histories aloft,
as the dead above, circle
us dead below,
in a slowly descending spiral,
a grey blur of smoke and gull wings
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Destablized
It's that moment of suspension
Held aloft within the air
An inch or two above reality
Ready to fall into despair
It's like an earthquake
But it never stops
The ground breaks
In a million spots
And I am frozen in space
Stuck in the time between
The frames of life's cinema
The fabled story of a dream
It shimmers and shakes
Like a heat wave
My place in space
I cannot save
I'm floating through this maze
Of moments in the grey twilight
Of the everlasting cycle
Of evil day and darkest night
Too many thoughts
Flickering by
Too many questions
To ask why
Why can I not perceive life
As a series of events connected
Only by my mind, yet separate
An
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Dead or alive?
I feel numb
And cold
Is this death?
Or am I still alive?
If I'm alive
I shouldn't be
Because death is better
Than this cursed life
To die
To sleep
No more
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Ice Storm
Before I knew of being
I sought the easy gladness
of working in the yard
I put on leather gloves
and fed my fingers to the cold
I spent hours arranging wounds of a willow
bowed and dismembered from radials of weighty ice
I dreamt in the belly of winters
of the slow advance of our separation
all in naked sight of the epitaph of the universe.
After I knew of being
I still do these things.
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A bit of a surrealistic wintery, mildly-depressing piece. Like life, it's half ghost talk, half earth-talk. Thank you for reading, dear folklings.
Live alive, dear people. Comments welcome.
Scott
Live alive, dear people. Comments welcome.
Scott
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